SAZ – ALIVE [FEEL 022]

feel-alive

I see them
With motion,
With emotion.
Like a normal,
Masking the abnormal.

I see them
In confusion
About expressions.
The temporal seduction.

Suddenly,
They make love
With the illusion,
The depression.

Now, I’m talking to you.
In this moment of making lies.
I am talking to you.
What is being alive?

Death.

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SAZ – LOOP [FEEL 019]

feel-loop

You are in constructed loops.
The anxiety is a top-notch dish you eat every breaks.
A distraction.
A manipulation.
Just to escape temporarily.
In the name of satisfaction.

New People.
New Expression.
New Philosophy.
New Ideology.
New Trust.
New Happiness.
New Smile.
New Experiences.

You are King and Queen of time.

Until
You get used to it.
You are yawning
about the roller coaster,
about the mistakes,
about the goodness,
about everything,
realising you are really in constructed loops.

I am sitting in the park and the past suddenly come,
hugging me,
talking to me.

I am not alone.

SAZ – MONSTER [FEEL 18]

FEEL - MONSTER

The infinite spears
thrust my big head,
realising that I am the wasted one,
the cursed one

Avoiding the mirror
to distract my true form,
to blend as human
But I am wrong

All the goodness
I’ve dreamed of
gone in one roar
My only fucking roar

In the lateness of breaking up with the White one
I see my face for the first time
I am a monster,
The monster.

You are a egomaniac whoreson!

Mercy me

You are all the mistakes come from!

I can’t hold it anymore, please.

You are Monster!

I am…